Wednesday, April 6

toujours après

I’ve finally submitted my photo for my staff pass . this “passport size” photo is in fact , a soft copy ! :D hahas .. well , still , it does the trick !

Bf and I spotted this while we were on the road ! though I still don’t quite understand why it’s a big deal , but the fact that it has a 1 in its carplate number aside from all the alphabets , I guess it’s rather rare ?

And these , were the pictures I was talking about on my fb .. “5th day of ms red , 6th day of work , and my colleague says I look very si wen with my specs and clipped-up fringe ..” hahas .. yes , I was having menses again , started work not long ago , and that fake image has never failed to give others a decent look . so here it is ! :D

This was a very overdue picture from 26th of march .

It was taken , while I was about to have my dinner , at bugis area’s something something Duck Rice . and talking about last week , I was brooding over the { moving outta the house } issue . mother was nagging about my late return everyday , which was between midnight to 2am , and before I even started out on this job , I was returning home at random timings between 6am to 8am in the morning .. out thru the night I was just admiring the scenery with my very amicable company , whom later became my boyfriend .

Anyway , im sorry to those who tried to woo me but failed .

I feel guilty about your disappointment especially to those whom I’ve caused desvastation and sadness . I’m really sorry , sincerely . to jx , I’m sorry that everything had to turn out this way . during the days you were busy and away , he was there trying really hard to move my heart . I didn’t rush it this time , took a period of a month , and it was his everyday effort that drew me closer . I’m sorry to say that it’s him when you came back , but the only thing that loosen me from you were those days where you didn’t text me , those days which I had to deal with all the pressure alone and when you were gone , I had no one , until i met him on a very ordinary yet random time . he was there for me , by my side and in my mind , in my heart .

It was fate that I met you ,
scheduled that we have this coincidence .

it was a chance that you made out of an opportunity ,

a beauty you made out of our everyday memory .

and dear boyfriend , I’m sorry that I worried about thing which I was supposed to have faith in , prolly that’s what they call pms , but still , I don’t wanna lose you .. and if you ever read this , I hope it puts a smile on you ..

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So back to the present , I just wrote my gfs a little something on their fb .

for sarah - i wish i have a cloning machine .. so i could clone money for us to spend , houses for us to and stay , food for us to eat , and even ourselves so that we could be at different places at the same time .. BUT WAIT ! I DON'T WANNA CLONE YOU ! cuz you're special the way you are , i don't need more sarahs to make me remember you , i only wanna love the authentic , one and only Sarah Tan ! miss and love you loads ! ^^

for huiyen - if i could fly , i'd fly you to wherever you wanna go . if i have time , i'd fly you there whenever you want to . if my flying abilities are clip-ons , i'd give it to you so that you could fly yourself without me .. and if my flying abilities are tradable , i'd trade it for the largest deal in history , and buy you every kind of hello kitty you'd like ! miss you ! ^^

for ximin - if i were an architechture , i'd build you a house . if i were a fashion designer , i'd name my collections after you . if i were a singer , i'd write songs for you . but i'm just me .. so this is what i could write for you , those are the memories i could give you , those are the encouragement i could share , and the future's somewhere you would never be forgotten ! hope this brightens up your day ! miss you ! ♥

for carol - if i could ever tattoo a word on you , i'd tattoo CAROL . know why ? because these 5 alphabets remind me of one very special person i'd always remember , always think of , always love , because she's my best girl , best partner , etc etc .. especially , BEST FRIEND ! ♥

for belinda - i won't miss you as much .. not because i don't love you anymore , but because i'm seeing you tomorrow ! miss you ! ^^

for zhiying - for you , i'd keep the best for you , save it till the time you need , improve till you like it , and give it to you in the most unforgettable way . hahas .. IMY ! ^^

So .. about my job scope , if I havn’t mention , I do invoices that kinda thing of different distributers ., keeping the documents in order , shipping reports .. mostly involved with numbers and products . and if you know the diploma I do , which is on digital entertainment electronics , these are two different things . unrelated .

Oh ya ! I received the letter about the graduation registration and collection of certs and yeah ! that means that I’ll be able to graduate ! HOORAY ! but unfortunately , I missed the registration date .. what should I do ? hmms .. *blank*

So .. the air con in the office doesn’t freeze , but it numbs ! I think it’s as cold as open-door-ed cinemas . there are milo powders here , coffee and lipton tea too ! hahas .. took me a week before I finally remembered to bring my own mug .. but then again , the place is nice ! and if you could see in the very first photo of this post , I have my very ooooooooown .. CUBICLE ! haha ! just the kinda job I wanted ! :D

{ With powers , comes responsibilities } this , is just so damn true ! only the first week of work and my mum has already told me to buy my own shampoo and necessities when I get my pay . and just two days ago , when I went to work by myself , I spent $5.80 on transport ! stupid standard tix .. it’s only about $3+ yesterday ! tsk ! horrible uh ! but anyway , bf’s fetching me later .. so .. YAY ! BIKE RIDE FTW ! :D

Okay . that’s all for today I guess .

Oh wait !

I almost forgot ! I’m dead craving for Macs and Subway ! it’s been like .. months since I last had it and im … DEAD CRAVING , did I mention ? DEADD CRAVINGG !!!!!!! RWARRRRRRR !!

and these are what i drew ytd ..

Ok . I’m done . hahas . peeps who wanna meet me , I’m off work at 1730 eh ? so .. catch me up ! love ya ! :D

ton sourire est ma mémoire

i love you like i always do.5:03 PM.