Monday, April 18
Once-in-a-while
This is the once-in-a-while time I feel lost .
I lost my direction because all my options seemed like nothing but failure plans . there’s no backup plans because all the backup plans failed to backup the original plan and here I am .. lost and hopeless , emotional and devastated .
Have you felt like this before ?
What do you usually do ?
Did it work ?
Maybe I’m weak , maybe I’m wimpy , maybe I’m stupid , maybe I’m just destined to prove failure’s right ? I’m so screwed by confidence I’m left with none of it at all now ..
Maybe a movie would cheer me up ? maybe a song sang live would make me feel comforted ? maybe some sweets or desserts or perhaps something crazy like marriage ?
The once-in-a-while time ..
Signing off ..
Abby .
This is the once-in-a-while time I feel lost .
I lost my direction because all my options seemed like nothing but failure plans . there’s no backup plans because all the backup plans failed to backup the original plan and here I am .. lost and hopeless , emotional and devastated .
Have you felt like this before ?
What do you usually do ?
Did it work ?
Maybe I’m weak , maybe I’m wimpy , maybe I’m stupid , maybe I’m just destined to prove failure’s right ? I’m so screwed by confidence I’m left with none of it at all now ..
Maybe a movie would cheer me up ? maybe a song sang live would make me feel comforted ? maybe some sweets or desserts or perhaps something crazy like marriage ?
The once-in-a-while time ..
Signing off ..
Abby .
i love you like i always do.1:43 PM.
