Friday, February 4
you're everything to me .
"you mean nothing to the world , but you mean the world to me ."
ever heard of this ? it's exactly how i feel . everything that you need , i'll give .. as long as it makes you happy . you've said a fair share of hurtful things , as compared to my share of irritation . things about me not worth your gift , things about me not knowing when to stop the chat .
i guess i've been trying too hard , causing these concern to become a nuisance . i'm sorry . i guess everyone , no matter what they say they're ok with in the beginning , they're not gonna be ok with it in the end .. if that's what they're just trying to compromise , or outta mere freshness . but .. do i know what it was ? i believed every word you said .
what was , still is .. cuz somehow , fate just has a way of making us learn about things . the way we started out , i really have feelings for you , even till now .. but you said you didn't have a girl for very long . now , it has become an obligation .. on top of all the fading . it feels wrong .. isn't it supposed to be the guy dotes on the girl , the girl is very caring towards the guy , and they're both deeply in love ? why do you feel irritated by my concern ?
love is about the other person , just like i'm about you .. and you should be about me ? lols .. never mind .. all i'm yearning for is just your love .. why are you even so stingy about it ? can you give me some ? show me some ? why do i have to dig for it ? you once told me that you can't feel my love , and i said that i really love you .. and i tried harder to show you despite my phobia .. now .... ?
i feel rather dumb . i can't feel your love . i let down my walls for you , but you build it up higher and higher cuz of me . no wait , it was for yourself . why ? why do you have to do this to me after what i've done for you ? why can't you stop thinking only about yourself and spare a thought for me ? is it my fault to always be at your beck and call ? i feel so dumb .. what can i do now ? when will you give me your all just like i did for you ? will you ever ? i don't know ..
i love you like i always do .. i just do .
"you mean nothing to the world , but you mean the world to me ."
ever heard of this ? it's exactly how i feel . everything that you need , i'll give .. as long as it makes you happy . you've said a fair share of hurtful things , as compared to my share of irritation . things about me not worth your gift , things about me not knowing when to stop the chat .
i guess i've been trying too hard , causing these concern to become a nuisance . i'm sorry . i guess everyone , no matter what they say they're ok with in the beginning , they're not gonna be ok with it in the end .. if that's what they're just trying to compromise , or outta mere freshness . but .. do i know what it was ? i believed every word you said .
what was , still is .. cuz somehow , fate just has a way of making us learn about things . the way we started out , i really have feelings for you , even till now .. but you said you didn't have a girl for very long . now , it has become an obligation .. on top of all the fading . it feels wrong .. isn't it supposed to be the guy dotes on the girl , the girl is very caring towards the guy , and they're both deeply in love ? why do you feel irritated by my concern ?
love is about the other person , just like i'm about you .. and you should be about me ? lols .. never mind .. all i'm yearning for is just your love .. why are you even so stingy about it ? can you give me some ? show me some ? why do i have to dig for it ? you once told me that you can't feel my love , and i said that i really love you .. and i tried harder to show you despite my phobia .. now .... ?
i feel rather dumb . i can't feel your love . i let down my walls for you , but you build it up higher and higher cuz of me . no wait , it was for yourself . why ? why do you have to do this to me after what i've done for you ? why can't you stop thinking only about yourself and spare a thought for me ? is it my fault to always be at your beck and call ? i feel so dumb .. what can i do now ? when will you give me your all just like i did for you ? will you ever ? i don't know ..
i love you like i always do .. i just do .
i love you like i always do.12:55 PM.
