Friday, February 25
you probably don't even miss me .
I HAD THE WORST INTERVIEW OF MY LIFE ! GAWDD !
i was late for 30mins (they were informed) , but my agent nagged me . tsk ! i cabbed down to serangoon north from choa chu kang , $15.80 . i spent 15mins filling up their application form , and 45mins waiting just cuz someone else came in .. she was on time i guess .. =\
suay sai lahs ! angry die me ttm ! arghhhh .. dowan to talk about it liaos .. gahhhh !
you called up yesterday , out of the blue . and i answered frantically , because my phone hasn't be quiet for the past 5minutes . you talked very jovially , telling me about the packet of snack we once bought together . you told me about the lil girls your friends are introducing you to , and my whereabouts . you asked why do i meet zhiying , and not you , that you want waffles .. and you said .. i probably don't even miss you because if i would , i'd look you up ..
i want to look you up .. but there's a part of me that tells me i shouldn't . i want to be with you like all times .. but there's a part of me that is afraid of you and us .
and now , i'm just still trying to get over you . it's not fair to be with someone else when you havn't let go .. even if the world is never fair , things which i can help being fair , i would .
i miss you ..
I HAD THE WORST INTERVIEW OF MY LIFE ! GAWDD !
i was late for 30mins (they were informed) , but my agent nagged me . tsk ! i cabbed down to serangoon north from choa chu kang , $15.80 . i spent 15mins filling up their application form , and 45mins waiting just cuz someone else came in .. she was on time i guess .. =\
suay sai lahs ! angry die me ttm ! arghhhh .. dowan to talk about it liaos .. gahhhh !
you called up yesterday , out of the blue . and i answered frantically , because my phone hasn't be quiet for the past 5minutes . you talked very jovially , telling me about the packet of snack we once bought together . you told me about the lil girls your friends are introducing you to , and my whereabouts . you asked why do i meet zhiying , and not you , that you want waffles .. and you said .. i probably don't even miss you because if i would , i'd look you up ..
i want to look you up .. but there's a part of me that tells me i shouldn't . i want to be with you like all times .. but there's a part of me that is afraid of you and us .
and now , i'm just still trying to get over you . it's not fair to be with someone else when you havn't let go .. even if the world is never fair , things which i can help being fair , i would .
i miss you ..
i love you like i always do.5:08 PM.
