Wednesday, February 9
that familiar shampoo scent intrigues it all .
i shouldn't even be thinking about you when i'm having my presentation , but you were all there was in my head . how you said you never want to hear from me again , and then minutes later asking if you could still contact me if you miss me .. are we really over ?
halfway through the presentation , i scented a very familiar scent . i was shocked . and for that split second , i was struggling to fight those thoughts , trying to lie to myself that i don't remember that scent , trying to tell myself i don't know that scent .. but i do .. i know .. i remember .. it was your shampoo scent ..
i sat there alone in the lab , listening to this song for so long , feeling so awful .. i asked my team mate what scent it was and he said it was something else .. it wasn't the same as yours .. but everything just kept ringing you in my mind .. why ?
i wonder if we can be friends .. or do you really wanna forget me ? that hurts ..
"who are you ?"
"i don't wish to remember you .."
tuesday morning you said you love me , you asked me to do whatever changes i want but you won't make any changes .. simply because you still love me . but that night , you broke up with me over a trivial matter , while we were both apart .
i dunno what to say anymore .. it's just plain unbearable ..
i love you like i always do ..
i shouldn't even be thinking about you when i'm having my presentation , but you were all there was in my head . how you said you never want to hear from me again , and then minutes later asking if you could still contact me if you miss me .. are we really over ?
halfway through the presentation , i scented a very familiar scent . i was shocked . and for that split second , i was struggling to fight those thoughts , trying to lie to myself that i don't remember that scent , trying to tell myself i don't know that scent .. but i do .. i know .. i remember .. it was your shampoo scent ..
i sat there alone in the lab , listening to this song for so long , feeling so awful .. i asked my team mate what scent it was and he said it was something else .. it wasn't the same as yours .. but everything just kept ringing you in my mind .. why ?
i wonder if we can be friends .. or do you really wanna forget me ? that hurts ..
"who are you ?"
"i don't wish to remember you .."
tuesday morning you said you love me , you asked me to do whatever changes i want but you won't make any changes .. simply because you still love me . but that night , you broke up with me over a trivial matter , while we were both apart .
i dunno what to say anymore .. it's just plain unbearable ..
i love you like i always do ..
i love you like i always do.2:08 PM.
