Tuesday, February 22
my dear dear diary , how've you been ?
it's been quite some time since i last felt happy . do you know why ? hmm ? hahas .. yea .. i've been falling outta love . i went round and round the bushes of decision , whether to patch or break , to love , or to not love .. and now , i'm like a kid sitting there in the middle of the grass with everyone looking at me from all directions .
i shouldn't call you anymore . i shouldn't text you or look at things you do anymore . i should avoid you . because that is my only way of survival . good luck with the girls . whether or not they're my friends , i'd be sincere with the blessings , really . i will control what i say , what i do .. and stay away from you . it should be easy ..
went to watch no strings attached with yizhen yesterday . :)
we got checked at the entrance cuz it was a m18 show .. the show was rather cool cuz it was very open-minded about sex buddies , not like in singapore , if someone finds out that you have one , you're as good as dead . if you wanna noe what it's like , i guess you should catch it !
oh yea , the other show that links to this one in my mind .. is love and other drugs .
this is a song i've recently been listening to . have you heard of it before ? :)
i arranged sessions of interview today , only to realize that i've got no mood for it today , and that the pay's WAY TOO LITTLE !! i've been getting about $1.2k (for admin) and $1.6k(for technician) . i guess ..... i wanna look elsewhere . i can have a breather too so .. why not eh ? :)
heard that ? it's not about the price tag . i'm not a money bitch . people who know me , knows me . yea ~
alright then ! thanks everyone ! for reading my blog , caring for me , texting with me and all the hangouts when i wasn't strong enough to be alone .. and that my mum wouldn't talk to me . gonna go have my steam egg now ! hehe ! muacks ! ^^
you'll never know how i feel .
it's been quite some time since i last felt happy . do you know why ? hmm ? hahas .. yea .. i've been falling outta love . i went round and round the bushes of decision , whether to patch or break , to love , or to not love .. and now , i'm like a kid sitting there in the middle of the grass with everyone looking at me from all directions .
i shouldn't call you anymore . i shouldn't text you or look at things you do anymore . i should avoid you . because that is my only way of survival . good luck with the girls . whether or not they're my friends , i'd be sincere with the blessings , really . i will control what i say , what i do .. and stay away from you . it should be easy ..
went to watch no strings attached with yizhen yesterday . :)
we got checked at the entrance cuz it was a m18 show .. the show was rather cool cuz it was very open-minded about sex buddies , not like in singapore , if someone finds out that you have one , you're as good as dead . if you wanna noe what it's like , i guess you should catch it !
oh yea , the other show that links to this one in my mind .. is love and other drugs .
this is a song i've recently been listening to . have you heard of it before ? :)
i arranged sessions of interview today , only to realize that i've got no mood for it today , and that the pay's WAY TOO LITTLE !! i've been getting about $1.2k (for admin) and $1.6k(for technician) . i guess ..... i wanna look elsewhere . i can have a breather too so .. why not eh ? :)
heard that ? it's not about the price tag . i'm not a money bitch . people who know me , knows me . yea ~
alright then ! thanks everyone ! for reading my blog , caring for me , texting with me and all the hangouts when i wasn't strong enough to be alone .. and that my mum wouldn't talk to me . gonna go have my steam egg now ! hehe ! muacks ! ^^
you'll never know how i feel .
i love you like i always do.12:34 PM.
