我们都爱过,伤过
i havn been updating my blog very promptly i guess . that's cuz i've been doing almost the same sickening thing everyday .
- go for interviews in the day
- slack at night
i go home late , and i wake up early . this is the kinda thing i do to avoid giving myself too much space to think about someone i shouldn't . the only thing i admit wrong would be having lunch with jerry . i'll admit it a thousand times if i have to . but nothing more than that . no matter how much i wish i could be with you , i wont because i can't . nothing's gonna turn out nice . if you could , please text me that text i needed - a text of all my bad .
well well well .. I'M CRAVINGG ! yet i doubt my mum's gonna cook for me .. :( and yes ,
I'M OFFICIALLY BROKE ,
psychologically and physically .. but i can't sit at home the whole day and wait for time to pass .. sheeshhh .. i wanna go my gf's jia sleep sia .. i wanna meet carol !! so many things i wanna talk to her about , so miss listening to her talk ..
but have to wait till after 21 march ? gawd .. i wish i was working already .. how am i gonna survive at this rate ? i'll be dead by my mum's nagging real soon ? cuz just on the other day , she maligned me saying i didn't go for any interviews . tsk . hate it when she accuses me .
i wanna eat fishball , friendly fries , subway , sambal fried rice , campbell mushroom soup .. AND I NEED TO GET NEW MAKE UP REMOVERRR ! arghh .. i look like a ghost now .. forget to buy lah ! hais ..
erm .. my brain's not working .. probably cuz of sleep deprivation .. so im gonna go slp now . tata ~
you know .. actually .. your impression's not accurate .. but .. nvm ..
you're someone i love but couldn't be with .
i love you like i always do.3:01 PM.