Thursday, February 24
God will always love you .
this is who i've been been running away from for the past 6 years . i've strayed , crashed and fallen . yet each time when i was at my lowest , there's bound to be someone who would invite me to their church . i remember this phrase "God is our shepherd , and we're His sheep ." when we stray , we wander , we get lost , we cry .. but He'll always have His ways to find us . He will always forgive us .. because He loves us . you just have to acknowledge and accept .
we call Him our Father . and like a father , how would He ever give up or forsake His children ? God , is all about grace , love , forgiveness , patience .. and everything men have difficulties doing . so why then would He forgive us when we're so unworthy ? because a father never stops loving his children , never gives up on his children .. He never forsakes us .
i asked for his forgiveness today .. he was still full of pain , anger and hatred of my wrongdoings . i'm sorry .. for all that i've caused . im really sincere about my apology , and i really hope that you'd forgive me .. will you forgive me ? i hope you would ..
things i wanna thank God for today :
- successful job interviews
- friendly and not sarcastic interviewers
- friends to pull me through till i see light and repentance
- phone not dying even though i played songs lot
- safe trip out and back home
- realizing that i need forgiveness from someone who's just as hurt as me
- letting go of jealousy and anger
- the understanding of my mother
- hardworking job agents
- understanding people who were willing to lend me their ear
- a sister-in-Christ who's willingness to bring me to church this sunday
- a friend who's willing to lend me bible and cds
God loves everyone .
this is who i've been been running away from for the past 6 years . i've strayed , crashed and fallen . yet each time when i was at my lowest , there's bound to be someone who would invite me to their church . i remember this phrase "God is our shepherd , and we're His sheep ." when we stray , we wander , we get lost , we cry .. but He'll always have His ways to find us . He will always forgive us .. because He loves us . you just have to acknowledge and accept .
we call Him our Father . and like a father , how would He ever give up or forsake His children ? God , is all about grace , love , forgiveness , patience .. and everything men have difficulties doing . so why then would He forgive us when we're so unworthy ? because a father never stops loving his children , never gives up on his children .. He never forsakes us .
i asked for his forgiveness today .. he was still full of pain , anger and hatred of my wrongdoings . i'm sorry .. for all that i've caused . im really sincere about my apology , and i really hope that you'd forgive me .. will you forgive me ? i hope you would ..
things i wanna thank God for today :
- successful job interviews
- friendly and not sarcastic interviewers
- friends to pull me through till i see light and repentance
- phone not dying even though i played songs lot
- safe trip out and back home
- realizing that i need forgiveness from someone who's just as hurt as me
- letting go of jealousy and anger
- the understanding of my mother
- hardworking job agents
- understanding people who were willing to lend me their ear
- a sister-in-Christ who's willingness to bring me to church this sunday
- a friend who's willing to lend me bible and cds
God loves everyone .
i love you like i always do.1:07 AM.
