Tuesday, January 4
the very familiar taste of liquid ..
it's been a really long time since i last cried like this . long enough for me to forget the feeling of losing someone i love .
school today was slightly better than yesterday . i was late like all the other usual times , but dazing with a tint of unusual depression . it hit me so hard , harder than i thought . that phrase just vacuumed my soul out my heart could only feel my body getting colder minute by minute , like as if it was dying already . it made me feel really uncomfortable being in big spaces . my body feel pins and needles all over , hinting that i should be hiding myself about .. now ?
i headed home upon dismissal , and gawd .. my hunch was right . i spend a good amount of time crying and brooding over everything . thank god i was at home and nowhere else - cuz even on the bus ytd , i was like a sick bug or something ..
lesson was good by the relief faci , Dr Lim Chai Soon . hahas . i still remember saying his name wrongly to Tan Chai Soon . oh gawd .. definitely his original name sounds nicer right ? lols . silly me ..
i still love you like i always do ..
it's been a really long time since i last cried like this . long enough for me to forget the feeling of losing someone i love .
school today was slightly better than yesterday . i was late like all the other usual times , but dazing with a tint of unusual depression . it hit me so hard , harder than i thought . that phrase just vacuumed my soul out my heart could only feel my body getting colder minute by minute , like as if it was dying already . it made me feel really uncomfortable being in big spaces . my body feel pins and needles all over , hinting that i should be hiding myself about .. now ?
i headed home upon dismissal , and gawd .. my hunch was right . i spend a good amount of time crying and brooding over everything . thank god i was at home and nowhere else - cuz even on the bus ytd , i was like a sick bug or something ..
lesson was good by the relief faci , Dr Lim Chai Soon . hahas . i still remember saying his name wrongly to Tan Chai Soon . oh gawd .. definitely his original name sounds nicer right ? lols . silly me ..
i still love you like i always do ..
i love you like i always do.11:37 PM.
