Thursday, January 6
Pressies xx
my big day's coming ! but there's no enthusiasm stirring in me yet . probably cuz of all habitual changes .. and lotsa minor rushy decisions i have to make . still , time doesn't stop .
fyp advisor said he's gonna give us certs for the programs we've gone through , and as for me and my partner , we won the quiz so ........ WE'RE GETTING A PRESENT !! >.< he said he bought mp3 for the last batch , panasonic brand , about a hundred each . so i bet it's a good one ! well , i've been yearning for an audio gadget , but then again , it's his decision .. he say must see his budget thn he decide .. hahas .. wadeva ~ it's just a coincidence that the thing he bought and the thing i want was similar .. but im aiming for an ITouch now ! hahahahs .. so i won't be bothered what he buys . i'm okay with anything . :)
ex-classmate , chia sien , helped me install matlab program for data acquisition and sensor module today ! thanks my friend ! really save me from all the trouble and stress of reading instructions and following step by step , not to mention all the alt.+tabs i've gotta be punching . gahhhh !
project was a really bad delay today . we waited from 9+ to 10+ , 10+ to 12+ , 12+ to 2+ to 3+ , and everything dragged on to 4+ .. then in between came a hurricane from admiralty , blowing my mind off everything and i left just like that , to settle what bothers me most .
i've once asked one of my year 1 facilitator , "how do you know if you love someone ?" and his reply was "well , different people have different definitions about love . for me and my wife , i think about her all the time , everything i do , she's within my considerations and .. i wanna spend the rest of my life with her ." it was about 2 years back and i remember very clearly , back then , the latter part convinced me of the logic in his definition , alot .
i went over today . it was a lil harsh , weird , sweet with a mixture of jealousy . the communications were rather weird , but there were lil patchiesss . i really don't know what to think , cuz all i know is my thoughts and feelings are fighting against each other . there were times i really felt so devasted i couldn't bother , but yet , i don't wanna just lose the moment like this forever . i hope my apology was useful .. i meant it . still , there were rather off times like the pledge i took .. lols .
my year's not gonna be very great . so i guess it's about time i take things slowly and steadily .
oh ya ! my team mate looked into my planner today and she was like .. "wah ! u write so many things ar !" amusing to me , but still , it could have been better . expectations , expectations .. i could never let my expectations run down .. not for myself at least .
hmms . here's something you can chew on if you're trying to raise the bars .
* what do you wanna be when you grow up ?
* what kinda environment would you wanna live in ?
* how much do you have to earn to achieve all that ?
* what are the steps you have to take to get there ?
hehes . some very common questions rp make us ask ourselves everyday in the 1st year . still , i hate engineering ! :( wadeva ~
cherrie cherrie boom boom ~
my big day's coming ! but there's no enthusiasm stirring in me yet . probably cuz of all habitual changes .. and lotsa minor rushy decisions i have to make . still , time doesn't stop .
fyp advisor said he's gonna give us certs for the programs we've gone through , and as for me and my partner , we won the quiz so ........ WE'RE GETTING A PRESENT !! >.< he said he bought mp3 for the last batch , panasonic brand , about a hundred each . so i bet it's a good one ! well , i've been yearning for an audio gadget , but then again , it's his decision .. he say must see his budget thn he decide .. hahas .. wadeva ~ it's just a coincidence that the thing he bought and the thing i want was similar .. but im aiming for an ITouch now ! hahahahs .. so i won't be bothered what he buys . i'm okay with anything . :)
ex-classmate , chia sien , helped me install matlab program for data acquisition and sensor module today ! thanks my friend ! really save me from all the trouble and stress of reading instructions and following step by step , not to mention all the alt.+tabs i've gotta be punching . gahhhh !
project was a really bad delay today . we waited from 9+ to 10+ , 10+ to 12+ , 12+ to 2+ to 3+ , and everything dragged on to 4+ .. then in between came a hurricane from admiralty , blowing my mind off everything and i left just like that , to settle what bothers me most .
i've once asked one of my year 1 facilitator , "how do you know if you love someone ?" and his reply was "well , different people have different definitions about love . for me and my wife , i think about her all the time , everything i do , she's within my considerations and .. i wanna spend the rest of my life with her ." it was about 2 years back and i remember very clearly , back then , the latter part convinced me of the logic in his definition , alot .
i went over today . it was a lil harsh , weird , sweet with a mixture of jealousy . the communications were rather weird , but there were lil patchiesss . i really don't know what to think , cuz all i know is my thoughts and feelings are fighting against each other . there were times i really felt so devasted i couldn't bother , but yet , i don't wanna just lose the moment like this forever . i hope my apology was useful .. i meant it . still , there were rather off times like the pledge i took .. lols .
my year's not gonna be very great . so i guess it's about time i take things slowly and steadily .
oh ya ! my team mate looked into my planner today and she was like .. "wah ! u write so many things ar !" amusing to me , but still , it could have been better . expectations , expectations .. i could never let my expectations run down .. not for myself at least .
hmms . here's something you can chew on if you're trying to raise the bars .
* what do you wanna be when you grow up ?
* what kinda environment would you wanna live in ?
* how much do you have to earn to achieve all that ?
* what are the steps you have to take to get there ?
hehes . some very common questions rp make us ask ourselves everyday in the 1st year . still , i hate engineering ! :( wadeva ~
cherrie cherrie boom boom ~
i love you like i always do.12:06 AM.
