Monday, January 17
maybe it's time .
i've been thinking for quite some time .
还记得当初的我们那么迫不及待
还记得那时的我
说是因为你给我勇气
我不想让你矛盾
但那些事
我都还记得
sitting by the window , with the distant corridor lights lighted up like miniature buttons , and the very first song you introduced to me , i'm waiting for your reply . she's your favorite singer . it's my favorite song .
i don't know how tonight will end , this whole intervention .
i popped the question tonight , though he did mention it when we were halfway through the argument . the text was half done when he chatted with me on facebook . so i told him . it didn't have an immediate effect , but it was like a broken radio for me - playing , pausing , playing , and so on .
the wait was full of tension , but less of myself now . i just want to do the right thing for once .
everyone , i've learnt that being in a relationship can never be easy or smooth sailing . you'll always be stressed , in one way or another . ever heard of "if you want the rainbow , you've gotta have the rain" ? how about "no pain , no gain" ?
you've gotta be sensitive to one another's feelings , caring and loving . tolerating too . sometimes all the unhappiness may sum up more than the happy ones , but you'll know it's worth it - because it's with him . the details are kinda necessary , because it makes them feel noticed , cherished , understood and things like that . looks are actually not that important . it's more like .. you'll know what's attractive and what's cute about that person when you love them wholeheartedly . they're just amazing and shining in their own way . try not to ask them to change , but maybe suggest . not too persistently , but just a little bit .you ought to be able to accept some obstinate things even if it remains the same because that's how love is .
love is really serious . if you know you'll hurt them with your love , you'll stay away . but sometimes , you just can't bear to leave them , you just stick around .
i don't dare to define too much about others but that's how i feel . it's not all that i know , but part of it judging from how i feel right now .. so please don't comment or criticize my definition . say it gently perhaps , or just share your thoughts with me . but then again , my third wish .. is just hanging by the thread .
i love you , but i really don't wish to make you feel like i'm torturing you . i can't get things right , and either way , we piss each other off . i saw the changes . i really do . the tissue under the cup , the post sticks , the heating up of dinner for me , the texts and patiently waiting at home when i was at work , the trip to the supermarket , the hugs and kisses when i come home .. even coming over from causeway point on saturday evening was a thing that meant alot to me . many things you do , in fact , everything , it means alot to me .
i love you too much .. and that causes me to feel jealous when you care about someone else my gender . im sorry . love ain't meant to be selfish , but i guess you're right .. i am .
still , i just want to say that whatever your decision might be , i will respect it as long it makes you happy .
i love you like i always do .
i've been thinking for quite some time .
还记得当初的我们那么迫不及待
还记得那时的我
说是因为你给我勇气
我不想让你矛盾
但那些事
我都还记得
sitting by the window , with the distant corridor lights lighted up like miniature buttons , and the very first song you introduced to me , i'm waiting for your reply . she's your favorite singer . it's my favorite song .
i don't know how tonight will end , this whole intervention .
i popped the question tonight , though he did mention it when we were halfway through the argument . the text was half done when he chatted with me on facebook . so i told him . it didn't have an immediate effect , but it was like a broken radio for me - playing , pausing , playing , and so on .
the wait was full of tension , but less of myself now . i just want to do the right thing for once .
everyone , i've learnt that being in a relationship can never be easy or smooth sailing . you'll always be stressed , in one way or another . ever heard of "if you want the rainbow , you've gotta have the rain" ? how about "no pain , no gain" ?
you've gotta be sensitive to one another's feelings , caring and loving . tolerating too . sometimes all the unhappiness may sum up more than the happy ones , but you'll know it's worth it - because it's with him . the details are kinda necessary , because it makes them feel noticed , cherished , understood and things like that . looks are actually not that important . it's more like .. you'll know what's attractive and what's cute about that person when you love them wholeheartedly . they're just amazing and shining in their own way . try not to ask them to change , but maybe suggest . not too persistently , but just a little bit .you ought to be able to accept some obstinate things even if it remains the same because that's how love is .
love is really serious . if you know you'll hurt them with your love , you'll stay away . but sometimes , you just can't bear to leave them , you just stick around .
i don't dare to define too much about others but that's how i feel . it's not all that i know , but part of it judging from how i feel right now .. so please don't comment or criticize my definition . say it gently perhaps , or just share your thoughts with me . but then again , my third wish .. is just hanging by the thread .
i love you , but i really don't wish to make you feel like i'm torturing you . i can't get things right , and either way , we piss each other off . i saw the changes . i really do . the tissue under the cup , the post sticks , the heating up of dinner for me , the texts and patiently waiting at home when i was at work , the trip to the supermarket , the hugs and kisses when i come home .. even coming over from causeway point on saturday evening was a thing that meant alot to me . many things you do , in fact , everything , it means alot to me .
i love you too much .. and that causes me to feel jealous when you care about someone else my gender . im sorry . love ain't meant to be selfish , but i guess you're right .. i am .
still , i just want to say that whatever your decision might be , i will respect it as long it makes you happy .
i love you like i always do .
i love you like i always do.1:11 AM.
