Monday, January 3
love , will you come back ?
have you ever felt afraid about having a relationship ? the feeling whereby you won't even think of settling down , or if there's someone in your heart , you hesitate to be with them .. maybe you're too hurt and it's just like the saying that goes "once bitten twice shy" , you are afraid of trusting again , but then on the other hand , you yearn for love so much so that you struggle with yourself .. have you ?
well , i'm just feeling that way right now .. i love him , but i'm afraid of being with him . i think of him almost all the time , yet i keep it to myself as much as possible . i want it all back , even wishing that things would never go wrong between us again , but no deals' that great .
im struggling now , are you ? do you wanna be with me ? do you think of me all the time ? will you be able to hold my hand through all the storms ?
like what you said , time has let us see through each other . not trying to focus on the flaws , but more on the personality clashes . scary how we're so similar - the way we throw our tantrums , the way we could give , the way we wanna possess ; and how we'd repel off one another - the way we sense , the way we catch , the way we watch and enjoy the quiet moments . but then again , i couldn't help but wonder .. what's wrong about being so deadly repulsive if we love each other so much ? sad to say , i guess it's pretty much the torments we bring onto ourselves ..
i don't know how i should be feeling right now .. but i really miss you ..
i agree i have a bad temper .. and i'm gonna change that .
have you ever felt afraid about having a relationship ? the feeling whereby you won't even think of settling down , or if there's someone in your heart , you hesitate to be with them .. maybe you're too hurt and it's just like the saying that goes "once bitten twice shy" , you are afraid of trusting again , but then on the other hand , you yearn for love so much so that you struggle with yourself .. have you ?
well , i'm just feeling that way right now .. i love him , but i'm afraid of being with him . i think of him almost all the time , yet i keep it to myself as much as possible . i want it all back , even wishing that things would never go wrong between us again , but no deals' that great .
im struggling now , are you ? do you wanna be with me ? do you think of me all the time ? will you be able to hold my hand through all the storms ?
like what you said , time has let us see through each other . not trying to focus on the flaws , but more on the personality clashes . scary how we're so similar - the way we throw our tantrums , the way we could give , the way we wanna possess ; and how we'd repel off one another - the way we sense , the way we catch , the way we watch and enjoy the quiet moments . but then again , i couldn't help but wonder .. what's wrong about being so deadly repulsive if we love each other so much ? sad to say , i guess it's pretty much the torments we bring onto ourselves ..
i don't know how i should be feeling right now .. but i really miss you ..
i agree i have a bad temper .. and i'm gonna change that .
i love you like i always do.11:55 PM.
