for things that did happened .
there's a thousand and one emotion in me right now , just not any bit lesser than yours .
i feel awful , terrible , broken .. as much as you feel it .
asking someone i love to hate me , letting him think that i'm that kinda person when i'm not , letting go when i still love him .. seriously i have no idea what shit i'm doing .
drowning , perhaps .
this feelings sucks .
i love you like i always do.1:20 PM.