Tuesday, December 7
it's all about chemical reaction ..
i went to do some research and there are indeed links with scientific explanations saying love is actually a form of chemical reaction in our brain , so are our emotions . but then again , there's just no cure to this chemical reaction which we call "love" .
school was alright today . we had a change of teams , and my partner today was the top scholar ( also love guru ) , none other than adriel . kelvin and yiling were also in my team . hmms .. from what i saw today , guru's a really hardworking and determined student , focused and diligent . and there .. he did all the work , while i just quietly follow mentally . lols . i notice yiling kept smiling at her phone recently , and yea .. kelvin still looks really shag . probably cuz of all the part-time job schedules .
i went over to find candy after school today , all by myself . hmms .. why do i have a feeling that he's been gaming so much lately ? anyway , from what i noticed and from what he kept emphasizing .. his tummy shrinked !! and i was like .. "one day only .. can slim down so significantly ?!" well , truth is .. can lor ........ lol . he laughed alot today , looked happier than usual , and was a tad bit sweeter than before . this means i'm doing fine right ? baby must stay this way forever k ? :D
candy asked his sis and mum today : "ma , mei .. do you think my girlfriend's fat ?"
and his mum's reaction was like : "where got .. how can you say that .. "
but the classic statement came from his sis : "where got ? then you even fatter lor . she nvr comment about you yet you keep commenting about her.. i hate guys who say their own girlfriend fat de lor.. "
i was like .. yay !! finally some justice .. cuz i've always been thinking : if you really love someone , would you say or think that way about them ? or from the other point of view , if they tell you they love you , yet comment about you this way , how would you feel ?
still , it was just a joke from him . ouh well .. what's there for me to worry about then ? he doesn't know me when i was fat .. so the slim-down me does not impress him much but hey , i believe in myself alright ~ i oso have people taking looks at me one okayyyyy .. lols . believe believe ???? xD
we had 2 matches of element td just now . it's really irritating how the mode just keeps auto-increasing by itself . from very easy to easy , to normal .. i think that's part of the reason why i died off so badly ? yea yea .. i didn't catch the timing well enough too . i'll try brushing up on my Luna real soon alright ? :p
hehes .. i have a surprise for you !! look forward to it ok ?? :D
i believe everything you say , and i wanna make you happier than anyone else ever has .
i love you like i always do.11:18 PM.
