Wednesday, December 22
as the festives arrive ..
i feel so pampered by bf recently . he's been triggering me alot lesser , saying everything in the nicest ways possible , being patient with me , and enduring with me through non-solid food times . thanks baby .. i really appreciate every single bit of it .
it's always been me staying over but last night , it was his stayover ! xD i didn't expect an approval , so i just sent baby off at about 2130 but to my surprise , within 5mins , baby was standing on the inside of my house , closing my door ! hahas . i was shock and happy at the same time sia .. drove me insane !! XD totally loved the idea !!
i hope it not selfish of me that i hope you'd come over for a stay once in a while if permission is granted knowing that i've stayed over several times already . hahas . you kept using com to play games when you're around , and there's nothing else i could suggest given the fact that i myself feel bored too .. :( i tried suggesting majong tho , but my folks were too lazy .. sorry . the night then was rather warm .. you didn't seem to feel comfortable because of the height of my bed .. the underside .. sorry .. i wish there was something i could do about it ..
the plasticine on my gums fell off this morning . shock me outta my life luhs ! thn i dunno why .. itchy hand go pull out the transparent plastic-looking thingy inbetween my teeth , thn now it hurts like a hollow wound with wind blowing into it . gonna go back to the dentist and ask about it tml . hope it's ok ..
i just finished mass texting for addresses . and i realize , keeping in contact is really getting more and more difficult . with different priorities and timetables , lifestyles and environment , it really drives us each to different directions . and along this road , i've lost alot of people i know - some because we were too young to decide , some because of the change in relationships . yet , it's all over time . i could have kept her address , met up with her weekly or monthly back when i was in primary 2 or 3 . i could have met up with her every holiday for badminton . i could have wrote him a letter with my home number in it . all the i could haves .
i won't bother too much about the past , because the present's what i have to deal with , and the future that we've gotta plan for . buddies and girlfriends whom i havn't been texting or chatting much with , im really sorry ok ? i promise i won't let us fade ok ?
♥ FRIENDS FOREVER ! :)
thanks for being mine . ♥
i feel so pampered by bf recently . he's been triggering me alot lesser , saying everything in the nicest ways possible , being patient with me , and enduring with me through non-solid food times . thanks baby .. i really appreciate every single bit of it .
it's always been me staying over but last night , it was his stayover ! xD i didn't expect an approval , so i just sent baby off at about 2130 but to my surprise , within 5mins , baby was standing on the inside of my house , closing my door ! hahas . i was shock and happy at the same time sia .. drove me insane !! XD totally loved the idea !!
i hope it not selfish of me that i hope you'd come over for a stay once in a while if permission is granted knowing that i've stayed over several times already . hahas . you kept using com to play games when you're around , and there's nothing else i could suggest given the fact that i myself feel bored too .. :( i tried suggesting majong tho , but my folks were too lazy .. sorry . the night then was rather warm .. you didn't seem to feel comfortable because of the height of my bed .. the underside .. sorry .. i wish there was something i could do about it ..
the plasticine on my gums fell off this morning . shock me outta my life luhs ! thn i dunno why .. itchy hand go pull out the transparent plastic-looking thingy inbetween my teeth , thn now it hurts like a hollow wound with wind blowing into it . gonna go back to the dentist and ask about it tml . hope it's ok ..
i just finished mass texting for addresses . and i realize , keeping in contact is really getting more and more difficult . with different priorities and timetables , lifestyles and environment , it really drives us each to different directions . and along this road , i've lost alot of people i know - some because we were too young to decide , some because of the change in relationships . yet , it's all over time . i could have kept her address , met up with her weekly or monthly back when i was in primary 2 or 3 . i could have met up with her every holiday for badminton . i could have wrote him a letter with my home number in it . all the i could haves .
i won't bother too much about the past , because the present's what i have to deal with , and the future that we've gotta plan for . buddies and girlfriends whom i havn't been texting or chatting much with , im really sorry ok ? i promise i won't let us fade ok ?
♥ FRIENDS FOREVER ! :)
thanks for being mine . ♥
i love you like i always do.1:05 AM.
