Wednesday, November 24
super bad wednes-day !
i woke up 2 hours earlier , only to realize that the preparation of different ingredients and different dishes could take up to an hour . maybe i was hesitant and indecisive about what to cook , but then again , i'm just taking some serious thought to think through so that i'd still have the appetite to eat when the time comes , and not wasting the food i cook .
as soon as i'm done with bathing and preparing the food , mother came home . she simply start off the tiffy session by telling me off about cooking . this is what she says "you everytime kop my stuff to cook , thn dishes oso nvr wash .. end up i wan cook oso dun dare to cook , scared not enuf ingredients eh !" well , apparently i did the dishes once in awhile , and she should have known better to get more vegetables to store .. but because i was too sick and tired to quarrel with her , i merely ended everything by marking the end of my lunch-box . there . i won't be cooking at home anymore . happy ?
she went on and on saying "i can beat you , you cannot .. cuz i give you pocket money !" and i was like .. "our conversation never once lived without arguments does it ? and about the pocket money , IT'S YOUR RESPONSIBILITY !" and she just simply used her possible high-blood pressure and stroke condition to threaten me , wanting me to shut up . well , if you know me well enough , i'm not someone to be trampled with , and about the conversation between me and my mum , i'm just too sick of the whole thing to bother explaining my statements . i'd only reply "wadeva la wadeva la ."
thn while i was waiting for the lift , she came to the door and said "i'm gonna get a lawyer to send a letter to your father , and get him to pay your school fees . so get me the documents about your bank loan ." and i merely repeated this twice , only to hope it'd knock some sense into her , "you've already remarried , why bother someone else ?"
at school , i simply wasted my whole day's time to just sit there and facebook through 5 hours from 11am to 4pm , thn started the state of decomposing with high blood pressure . apparently someone had kept us waiting from 4pm to 5:30pm just for a 30mins damn briefing which he had obliged us to assist for his even-or-assignment next wednesday . this was how our schedule was like initially .
take 1 :
- fyp meeting from 10am to 4pm
- data acquisition and sensor workshop from 12:30pm to 3:30pm
- briefing for the event at 1pm
- ASTAR supervisor visit at 2pm
take 2:
i woke up 2 hours earlier , only to realize that the preparation of different ingredients and different dishes could take up to an hour . maybe i was hesitant and indecisive about what to cook , but then again , i'm just taking some serious thought to think through so that i'd still have the appetite to eat when the time comes , and not wasting the food i cook .
as soon as i'm done with bathing and preparing the food , mother came home . she simply start off the tiffy session by telling me off about cooking . this is what she says "you everytime kop my stuff to cook , thn dishes oso nvr wash .. end up i wan cook oso dun dare to cook , scared not enuf ingredients eh !" well , apparently i did the dishes once in awhile , and she should have known better to get more vegetables to store .. but because i was too sick and tired to quarrel with her , i merely ended everything by marking the end of my lunch-box . there . i won't be cooking at home anymore . happy ?
she went on and on saying "i can beat you , you cannot .. cuz i give you pocket money !" and i was like .. "our conversation never once lived without arguments does it ? and about the pocket money , IT'S YOUR RESPONSIBILITY !" and she just simply used her possible high-blood pressure and stroke condition to threaten me , wanting me to shut up . well , if you know me well enough , i'm not someone to be trampled with , and about the conversation between me and my mum , i'm just too sick of the whole thing to bother explaining my statements . i'd only reply "wadeva la wadeva la ."
thn while i was waiting for the lift , she came to the door and said "i'm gonna get a lawyer to send a letter to your father , and get him to pay your school fees . so get me the documents about your bank loan ." and i merely repeated this twice , only to hope it'd knock some sense into her , "you've already remarried , why bother someone else ?"
at school , i simply wasted my whole day's time to just sit there and facebook through 5 hours from 11am to 4pm , thn started the state of decomposing with high blood pressure . apparently someone had kept us waiting from 4pm to 5:30pm just for a 30mins damn briefing which he had obliged us to assist for his even-or-assignment next wednesday . this was how our schedule was like initially .
take 1 :
- fyp meeting from 10am to 4pm
- data acquisition and sensor workshop from 12:30pm to 3:30pm
- briefing for the event at 1pm
- ASTAR supervisor visit at 2pm
take 2:
- fyp meeting from 10am to 4pm
- data acquisition and sensor workshop from 12:30pm to 3:30pm
- ASTAR supervisor visit at 2pm
- briefing for the event at 4pm
take 3:
- fyp meeting from 10am to 4pm
- data acquisition and sensor workshop from 12:30pm to 2pm
- ASTAR supervisor visit at 2pm
- briefing for the event at 4:30pm
take 4:
- fyp meeting from 10am to 4pm
- data acquisition and sensor workshop from 12:30pm to 2pm
- ASTAR supervisor visit at 2pm
- briefing for the event at 5pm
take 5:
- fyp meeting from 10am to 4pm
- data acquisition and sensor workshop from 12:30pm to 2pm
- ASTAR supervisor visit at 2pm
- briefing for the event at 5:30pm
seriously speaking , have you ever seen someone so draggy before ? from 1pm dragged till 4pm , till 4:30pm , thn till 5pm and 5:30pm eh !! honestly , i've never seen any facilitators in our school being like this before . none .
i admit , i don't like staying back further thn agreed . whatever the reasons may be , i just don't like . and today , you really made me draw a line on that cuz now , i really hate it when people change the timings for so many times , without any explanations , thinking people are obligated to follow your saying , without a breadth of apology .
the end .
i love you like i always do.7:33 PM.
