Saturday, November 13
♥ my pasta shi fu
beloved candy made creamy pasta today !! super duper loved it !! hahas .. baby study in the morning le jiu go help his father work , together with gerald . after that go bus stop meet up , all 4 of us - sarah , gerald , baby and me . and guess what happens after that ? eat , sleep and bathe ? shopping ? gaming ? WRONG !! HE MADE US DINNER !! hahas .. baby made pasta with alfredo sauce ! didn't make tomato de cuz sarah and me prefer non-tomato de .. finish ? no leyy ~ my bf leh ~ hahas .. he fried wedges for us after that , which was just nice and very filling ! BURRRRRRP !! XD
i broke my promise today by thinking too much again . i worried baby might leave me for someone else , and worried that these feelings are not genuine and just yet something else . well , that's just all my thoughts . someone's willing to take my hand and walk with me , include me in his life and live with me , what more could i possibly ask for ?
anyways , those are probably the first phase of my mood swings due to insecurity . i'm feeling way much better now le ! thanks my dear candy for bearing with me .. but please , don't ever breathe about separate ways so easily ok ? it will only add on to my insecurities and bleed me ..
rwarrs ~ hmms .. i left out afew things ytd !! how could i ever forget !! remember i wrote this :
"that my beloved would put his last name as mine , remembered so promptly what i craved for even when i myself forgot , spares thoughts about us rather thn gaming - to the extent of cutting down ." ?
well , i have to add on - he reads my blog promptly , cooks buay-sai-hiam de food for me , sings like a sentimental celebrity , and notices my feelings without me hinting ..
super sweet right ? got jealous ? hahas .. k lahs .. i'm kinda swinging nowadays .. but if you know me , after i'm done emo-ing , i'll be back on the sunny-side ! yes ! sunny side up ! hahas .. 虽然说。。我们认识的不久，但就是因为有一种。。在一起，就什么都不怕的感觉。。所以才会那么快配聚。对不起我偶尔难搞，但我希望你不会放弃 - 因为那才是真正的爱情。
不要说离开我会让我更快乐 ok?
ily.
i love you like i always do.1:04 AM.
