Saturday, November 20
leaving bonbons for a healthy forever .
candy and i have decided to leave bonbons since day 1 . but yesterday , popped and said .. "baby , after i finish these 11 , i dowan to buy le .." and guess what he replied ?
a) "ok .. i'll quit by our 1st mth like you said initially ."
b) "orh .."
c) "alright . must keep your promise ar !"
a ? b ? c ? none of it lahs ! he said "ok dear , let's do it together ." and those , are just the words my subconscious was waiting to hear . he's just the reason i'm taking the chance to trust and love again , the sole reason i'm willingly giving up all these addictions . there's no regrets in giving up all these , just pure happiness .
can we call her candy ? we dwelt a little in our small talk about our future with brief plans of the timeline with placements of career , marriage and kids . initially , he wanted to work for a year aftr ns and save up for our marriage while working , and i'm intending to work aftr i graduate , and at the same time , move in with him . but last night , he asked what i think about getting married directly aftr his ns and about engagement ring being optional or not . well , to me , dear .. engagement ring is optional , and marriage , as long as we stick together , there's nothing much to fear . i want 2 or 3 kids , what about you ? "2" he said . a boy and a gal , i guess . he said "let's name ah boy raymond and ah gal frosty." and i said .. "baby , why not call ah gal candy? sounds so sweet luh!" and he rolled all over , laughing . thn after about few minutes , he said "dear , you see ar .. u call ah gal candy , still ok . ah gal's bf call her candy , still ok . but many many guys all call her candy .. hahahas .. you know what i mean?" and we both just rofl . lols !
meeting up everyday . i don't feel sick of you dear cuz you're just the kinda guy i wanna marry . besides , why should i get sick of someone i love ? if we're getting married , we'll have to be prepared that we'll be living together , seeing each other , being together . so even if we start it right now , while both still have the luxury of time to try it out , why not ? besides , i simply enjoy your environment , i don't find it boring nor sickening .. i find it peaceful and heartwarming . so candy , trust that i love you so , ok ?
because you're the only star i see .
candy and i have decided to leave bonbons since day 1 . but yesterday , popped and said .. "baby , after i finish these 11 , i dowan to buy le .." and guess what he replied ?
a) "ok .. i'll quit by our 1st mth like you said initially ."
b) "orh .."
c) "alright . must keep your promise ar !"
a ? b ? c ? none of it lahs ! he said "ok dear , let's do it together ." and those , are just the words my subconscious was waiting to hear . he's just the reason i'm taking the chance to trust and love again , the sole reason i'm willingly giving up all these addictions . there's no regrets in giving up all these , just pure happiness .
can we call her candy ? we dwelt a little in our small talk about our future with brief plans of the timeline with placements of career , marriage and kids . initially , he wanted to work for a year aftr ns and save up for our marriage while working , and i'm intending to work aftr i graduate , and at the same time , move in with him . but last night , he asked what i think about getting married directly aftr his ns and about engagement ring being optional or not . well , to me , dear .. engagement ring is optional , and marriage , as long as we stick together , there's nothing much to fear . i want 2 or 3 kids , what about you ? "2" he said . a boy and a gal , i guess . he said "let's name ah boy raymond and ah gal frosty." and i said .. "baby , why not call ah gal candy? sounds so sweet luh!" and he rolled all over , laughing . thn after about few minutes , he said "dear , you see ar .. u call ah gal candy , still ok . ah gal's bf call her candy , still ok . but many many guys all call her candy .. hahahas .. you know what i mean?" and we both just rofl . lols !
meeting up everyday . i don't feel sick of you dear cuz you're just the kinda guy i wanna marry . besides , why should i get sick of someone i love ? if we're getting married , we'll have to be prepared that we'll be living together , seeing each other , being together . so even if we start it right now , while both still have the luxury of time to try it out , why not ? besides , i simply enjoy your environment , i don't find it boring nor sickening .. i find it peaceful and heartwarming . so candy , trust that i love you so , ok ?
because you're the only star i see .
i love you like i always do.1:50 AM.
