Wednesday, November 10
认真 不代表永恒
did those coding today . kinda tough and long-winded but still , done to the max i could ..
had a really long conversation with someone today . was really surprised he called . a mixed feeling conversation i'd say ..
still , happiness seems to come hand in hand with the fear i see - they are so evident and so visible both together , at the same time . tearing me both ways , it sucks .. i can't imagine how this could actually happen .. i don't dare to talk about this much yet , because it's something .. that time hasn't approved ..
i was craving for subway and kfc (again) , chocolate ice blend , chocolate waffle .. but only get to taste the last one .. hahas .. actually can buy the choco ice blend de !! but i was on the phone , then i saw water-chestnut when i was really thirsty and my hands forgot about my heart for a moment .. rwarr ..
yet , i wish my body coordination could be like this forever .. then i probably won't feel that shock going through my hand each time i feel sad ..
if only i had a mini transparent globe to see through to the future ..
did those coding today . kinda tough and long-winded but still , done to the max i could ..
had a really long conversation with someone today . was really surprised he called . a mixed feeling conversation i'd say ..
still , happiness seems to come hand in hand with the fear i see - they are so evident and so visible both together , at the same time . tearing me both ways , it sucks .. i can't imagine how this could actually happen .. i don't dare to talk about this much yet , because it's something .. that time hasn't approved ..
i was craving for subway and kfc (again) , chocolate ice blend , chocolate waffle .. but only get to taste the last one .. hahas .. actually can buy the choco ice blend de !! but i was on the phone , then i saw water-chestnut when i was really thirsty and my hands forgot about my heart for a moment .. rwarr ..
yet , i wish my body coordination could be like this forever .. then i probably won't feel that shock going through my hand each time i feel sad ..
if only i had a mini transparent globe to see through to the future ..
i love you like i always do.1:23 AM.
