Saturday, November 27
the brought forward day .
for thursday 25 nov 2010 :
we were so excited that we brought forward the anniversary , we bought lotsa stuff (but outta $90+ , only $20 was my contribution) , and enjoyed ourselves much much ! XD
we met up at cwp to shop for our rings and diary , from bits and pieces to xcraft to the blues to 77th street and back to xcraft . and yes , we bought the black pair of rings with gold color engravings on the inside . heehees . thn we went to get our diaries at popular , followed by a bag and lotsa food ! thanks baby ! for the bag and all the love !! :D
been a really long time since i felt so happy and contented . these feelings are so brand new .. feelings i thought i'd never be able to feel again , it's you baby .. you brought it all back alive again . :)
for friday 26 nov 2010 :
there was a huge storm that morning .. sweeping me off my feet , and i was on the verge of leaving home . based on the very words she said to me , it was sufficient to erupt a volcano . that very morning , i was spammed with thoughts of getting a job - consulting isabel , zhiying and niic , and about my final decision - sarah , jeffreykoh and candy .
i was so stressed up i didn't know what to do or feel . anger mixed with a sense of abandonment , at that moment i couldn't even stand in my mother's shoe , and i only wanted to be me , just me , selfishly wanting things to work out my way . i was asked by my mentor and baby a question that caught my childish side red handed : "if your kid were to come home that late , what would you say to her ? how would you have better communicated with her ?"
and sometimes , inklings are the best ! while chatting with candy during my 3rd meeting (because i was so off-track i didn't even wanna stay in class) , i felt a suddent urge to call up mother to just tell her about what's rumbling in my mind and tah-dah ! she talked super nicely and that evening , i brought mr candy up for the meet up ! hahahas ! super happy that he so naturally ate the dinner mother prepared ! :D
burrrrrrp !! i told mother directly that i'd be staying over on fri and sat night at baby's house back then over the phone and she was like .. "ouh .. ok . " heehees ! STAYOVER FTW !!
this morning , 27 nov 2010 :
i had a mini nightmare . i woke up at about 0630 * saw candy daddy * , slept and woke up again at about 0740 * saw nothing * , slept and woke up again at about 0850 * heard baby snoring , tossed and turned and slept till about 1000 and in distress , i went to brush my teeth and started using the com .
at about 1030 , the sun kinda scorched my fbt shorts , heating up the very surface of my thigh . i shifted a little closer to my darling , and continued checking up fb , searching for more new songs and blogging up bit by bits . bff donald texted me some prank messages saying he wants to know me , and i was like .. wth ! thank god baby trusted me . :)
it doesn't matter if you snore when you sleep , it doesn't matter if you have pimples growing right above your lips , it doesn't matter if we are staying beside each others' unit .. as long as you're you , i'd love you always .
for thursday 25 nov 2010 :
we were so excited that we brought forward the anniversary , we bought lotsa stuff (but outta $90+ , only $20 was my contribution) , and enjoyed ourselves much much ! XD
we met up at cwp to shop for our rings and diary , from bits and pieces to xcraft to the blues to 77th street and back to xcraft . and yes , we bought the black pair of rings with gold color engravings on the inside . heehees . thn we went to get our diaries at popular , followed by a bag and lotsa food ! thanks baby ! for the bag and all the love !! :D
been a really long time since i felt so happy and contented . these feelings are so brand new .. feelings i thought i'd never be able to feel again , it's you baby .. you brought it all back alive again . :)
for friday 26 nov 2010 :
there was a huge storm that morning .. sweeping me off my feet , and i was on the verge of leaving home . based on the very words she said to me , it was sufficient to erupt a volcano . that very morning , i was spammed with thoughts of getting a job - consulting isabel , zhiying and niic , and about my final decision - sarah , jeffreykoh and candy .
i was so stressed up i didn't know what to do or feel . anger mixed with a sense of abandonment , at that moment i couldn't even stand in my mother's shoe , and i only wanted to be me , just me , selfishly wanting things to work out my way . i was asked by my mentor and baby a question that caught my childish side red handed : "if your kid were to come home that late , what would you say to her ? how would you have better communicated with her ?"
and sometimes , inklings are the best ! while chatting with candy during my 3rd meeting (because i was so off-track i didn't even wanna stay in class) , i felt a suddent urge to call up mother to just tell her about what's rumbling in my mind and tah-dah ! she talked super nicely and that evening , i brought mr candy up for the meet up ! hahahas ! super happy that he so naturally ate the dinner mother prepared ! :D
burrrrrrp !! i told mother directly that i'd be staying over on fri and sat night at baby's house back then over the phone and she was like .. "ouh .. ok . " heehees ! STAYOVER FTW !!
this morning , 27 nov 2010 :
i had a mini nightmare . i woke up at about 0630 * saw candy daddy * , slept and woke up again at about 0740 * saw nothing * , slept and woke up again at about 0850 * heard baby snoring , tossed and turned and slept till about 1000 and in distress , i went to brush my teeth and started using the com .
at about 1030 , the sun kinda scorched my fbt shorts , heating up the very surface of my thigh . i shifted a little closer to my darling , and continued checking up fb , searching for more new songs and blogging up bit by bits . bff donald texted me some prank messages saying he wants to know me , and i was like .. wth ! thank god baby trusted me . :)
it doesn't matter if you snore when you sleep , it doesn't matter if you have pimples growing right above your lips , it doesn't matter if we are staying beside each others' unit .. as long as you're you , i'd love you always .
i love you like i always do.1:20 PM.
