Tuesday, November 23
becoming more and more forgetful ..
i forgot that i'm not allowed to be emo . because those insecurities evoked outta inferiority .. are not necessary , and that someone close to my heart cares too much for me to be so selfish enough to just drown myself in inferiority . i'm sorry ..
i forgot that my heart's not alone anymore .. that it has another heart attached to it , and whatever either of it feels , the other heart feels it too .
i forget things when i don't jot down or do it immediately , i need a reminder , or jot it down more promptly .
i forgot the sense of emergency that i'm supposed to have , and i end up waking up late rather often recently .
i forgot what my parents are there for .. cuz we interact so minimally and so briefly .
baby and i went to sing k with his 4 buddies last sunday evening - chong lin , yu jin , andy and i-forgot-who . lols .. sorry bout forgetting ! well , an hour for $9 .. Zzz .. ex lahs . baby and i bought some finger food to chew . and we bus-ed home to slack a little before going home . oh yea ! we went shopping that day too ! at cwp , looking for rings and other items like perfume and bangles . enjoyed the day very much . :)
monday blues : monday , monday .. it's kinda like the start of the engine whereby you have to put in alot of energy just to get everything started . it sucks . and i guess .. i've figured and tried .. that if i dress up nicely for my mood , no matter how bad that day is , there's still a look i am satisfied with , something about myself i enjoy having .. right ?
mother helped me search the ingredients from her fridge , and then leaving it there for me . i took other ingredients too , and spent about an hour preparing two different sets of lunch this morning . i'm surprised baby morning-called me today , but dang ! i wake up liaos ~ hahas .. better luck next time dear ~ :p anyways , it's really heng that i can pass it to you on time . rwarr !
i wonder what other surprises i can give you .. guess the upcoming ones would take some effort off me liaos .. cuz all that i keep up my sleeves are more or less used up liaos .
hmms .. i wonder when we can go walk walk at ikea , get a rice cooker , couple ring and some surprise pressies for you ! >.< baby save up slowly k ? if not jiu cnt get surprises for you le .. hope you don't mind .. :X
tu me manques
i forgot that i'm not allowed to be emo . because those insecurities evoked outta inferiority .. are not necessary , and that someone close to my heart cares too much for me to be so selfish enough to just drown myself in inferiority . i'm sorry ..
i forgot that my heart's not alone anymore .. that it has another heart attached to it , and whatever either of it feels , the other heart feels it too .
i forget things when i don't jot down or do it immediately , i need a reminder , or jot it down more promptly .
i forgot the sense of emergency that i'm supposed to have , and i end up waking up late rather often recently .
i forgot what my parents are there for .. cuz we interact so minimally and so briefly .
baby and i went to sing k with his 4 buddies last sunday evening - chong lin , yu jin , andy and i-forgot-who . lols .. sorry bout forgetting ! well , an hour for $9 .. Zzz .. ex lahs . baby and i bought some finger food to chew . and we bus-ed home to slack a little before going home . oh yea ! we went shopping that day too ! at cwp , looking for rings and other items like perfume and bangles . enjoyed the day very much . :)
monday blues : monday , monday .. it's kinda like the start of the engine whereby you have to put in alot of energy just to get everything started . it sucks . and i guess .. i've figured and tried .. that if i dress up nicely for my mood , no matter how bad that day is , there's still a look i am satisfied with , something about myself i enjoy having .. right ?
mother helped me search the ingredients from her fridge , and then leaving it there for me . i took other ingredients too , and spent about an hour preparing two different sets of lunch this morning . i'm surprised baby morning-called me today , but dang ! i wake up liaos ~ hahas .. better luck next time dear ~ :p anyways , it's really heng that i can pass it to you on time . rwarr !
i wonder what other surprises i can give you .. guess the upcoming ones would take some effort off me liaos .. cuz all that i keep up my sleeves are more or less used up liaos .
hmms .. i wonder when we can go walk walk at ikea , get a rice cooker , couple ring and some surprise pressies for you ! >.< baby save up slowly k ? if not jiu cnt get surprises for you le .. hope you don't mind .. :X
tu me manques
i love you like i always do.10:28 AM.
