Friday, October 1
when i defend you from my provocative thoughts..
i miss you more than you miss me..
do you actually miss me more than i miss you? like.. maybe that's why text me whenever you're free?
you text me whenever you're free..
are those actually your free times or do you have more, and you chose to spend it with others instead?
i send you sweet text messages but you've never wrote any back..
is it because you're too busy and tired? have you ever thought of writing any for me? cuz i've heard you saying you've wrote for your ex and im, so far, the only gal who write for you.. but why aren't you making an effort to write for me?
you wanna quit clubbing, but you'd go if i wanna go or if your friends ask you to, you just might..
it depends on your mood and how tired you are right? training is tough but sometimes you just feel like drinking.. plus, if im going, you'd probably feel better cuz you can see me right?
but..
if i ask you to stop clubbing, not go, quit wanting to go out to drink unless it's some occasions, would you?
if i ask you to stay home with me instead of going out when you're out, would you?
would you feel bored if i ask you to change this much?
when i think of you, alot of my insecurity is at rest, but the very superficial problems remain and i doubt i can change you, or even anywhere near that.. that's why i'd rather keep quiet.. and fight those insecurities alone.
i miss you more than you miss me..
do you actually miss me more than i miss you? like.. maybe that's why text me whenever you're free?
you text me whenever you're free..
are those actually your free times or do you have more, and you chose to spend it with others instead?
i send you sweet text messages but you've never wrote any back..
is it because you're too busy and tired? have you ever thought of writing any for me? cuz i've heard you saying you've wrote for your ex and im, so far, the only gal who write for you.. but why aren't you making an effort to write for me?
you wanna quit clubbing, but you'd go if i wanna go or if your friends ask you to, you just might..
it depends on your mood and how tired you are right? training is tough but sometimes you just feel like drinking.. plus, if im going, you'd probably feel better cuz you can see me right?
but..
if i ask you to stop clubbing, not go, quit wanting to go out to drink unless it's some occasions, would you?
if i ask you to stay home with me instead of going out when you're out, would you?
would you feel bored if i ask you to change this much?
when i think of you, alot of my insecurity is at rest, but the very superficial problems remain and i doubt i can change you, or even anywhere near that.. that's why i'd rather keep quiet.. and fight those insecurities alone.
i love you like i always do.6:14 PM.
