Saturday, October 16
tu me manques
i cried my shits out last night.. in the middle of the night, just because of that man.
i don't know why i had feelings for you - maybe it was just meant to feel this way?
i don't know how i ended up so scared.. and everything seems like a dead end..
even till now, i still feel like crying..
i got drunk last night, i cried like shit, told myself not to vomit..
and now the vomit's still trying to come out..
gosh..
i need a hug now..
but..
will that happen again..?
am i gonna get hurt after that..?
i shouldn't..
maybe after some time, it'll go away..
=,(
i cried my shits out last night.. in the middle of the night, just because of that man.
i don't know why i had feelings for you - maybe it was just meant to feel this way?
i don't know how i ended up so scared.. and everything seems like a dead end..
even till now, i still feel like crying..
i got drunk last night, i cried like shit, told myself not to vomit..
and now the vomit's still trying to come out..
gosh..
i need a hug now..
but..
will that happen again..?
am i gonna get hurt after that..?
i shouldn't..
maybe after some time, it'll go away..
=,(
i love you like i always do.1:01 PM.
