Wednesday, October 13
Que faire si
i tried slping, but it's of no use. each time i close my eyes, i can't help but to think of the times you were mine. i can no longer tell why i'm so sad..
was it because of how you cheated on me? was i that bad? did i do something wrong? why..?
the endless string of thoughts i couldn't get rid of..
my guidebook tells me girls should be a mental challenge and self-loving instead of loving her man too much to keep giving in. but then again, ain't that what all do when we bump into someone we truly love? we give it all just to make that person happy.. yet if they don't feel the same, we'll only get hurt.
someone once told me i had to stop being so stupid. i did.. for a few wks.. and then i fell for someone foolishly all over again, thinking it's not the same. and i only keep saying the same thing "i won't be so stupid again.." but the definition about love is that it's blind right? so why are we so uptight?
i have so much to cry about. my aunty called me up this afternoon, right at the point of time i'm emo-ing. she just kept wacking me with pressure to sort out the financial assistance stuff.. i just.. i just needed a little time for myself to accept the truth..
=,(
what would it be like if we really got together?
i tried slping, but it's of no use. each time i close my eyes, i can't help but to think of the times you were mine. i can no longer tell why i'm so sad..
was it because of how you cheated on me? was i that bad? did i do something wrong? why..?
the endless string of thoughts i couldn't get rid of..
my guidebook tells me girls should be a mental challenge and self-loving instead of loving her man too much to keep giving in. but then again, ain't that what all do when we bump into someone we truly love? we give it all just to make that person happy.. yet if they don't feel the same, we'll only get hurt.
someone once told me i had to stop being so stupid. i did.. for a few wks.. and then i fell for someone foolishly all over again, thinking it's not the same. and i only keep saying the same thing "i won't be so stupid again.." but the definition about love is that it's blind right? so why are we so uptight?
i have so much to cry about. my aunty called me up this afternoon, right at the point of time i'm emo-ing. she just kept wacking me with pressure to sort out the financial assistance stuff.. i just.. i just needed a little time for myself to accept the truth..
=,(
what would it be like if we really got together?
i love you like i always do.11:47 PM.
