Saturday, October 9
pressured beyond my limits.
i'm really on the verge of giving it all up. nobody can help anymore. if you know me, just think along the situations i've been through - those would be the solutions i can think of.
my mother just can't stop stressing me with money. now, i'm often left alone with my thoughts with nobody to blurt to and i can't contain that. i want to study now, not work!! i will study from monday to friday so can you stop nagging at me for relaxing on my weekends and not studying for just that two days?
my aunty spreads the word to my mother - my father is going to get retrenched and he'll be migrating. the conclusion my mother sets to this is that for the rest of these years if i want pocket money, i'll have to get from her hubby. "if you want pocket money, you'll have to get from uncle" what the heck is this supposed to mean? havn't i told you that you should be the one who settles my pocket money, simply because you're the one who made me study this course? and about father migrating, doesn't that mean that he would be pushing his responsibility of paying my school fees and hence leaving me in a huge lump sum of debt to pay? can somebody remind him about the agreement we had? - as long as i have a place to study in poly, he'll pay all my school fees.
liars, that's what they are. they say one thing and they do another. they never mean what they say. ever.
don't worry, i'll see how i can survive with this. don't worry, just leave. go as far as you can and never come back. leave as soon as you can while i can still take it cuz once you leave, i'll never want to see you again - needless to say acknowledge you.
spare me your excuses.
i'm really on the verge of giving it all up. nobody can help anymore. if you know me, just think along the situations i've been through - those would be the solutions i can think of.
my mother just can't stop stressing me with money. now, i'm often left alone with my thoughts with nobody to blurt to and i can't contain that. i want to study now, not work!! i will study from monday to friday so can you stop nagging at me for relaxing on my weekends and not studying for just that two days?
my aunty spreads the word to my mother - my father is going to get retrenched and he'll be migrating. the conclusion my mother sets to this is that for the rest of these years if i want pocket money, i'll have to get from her hubby. "if you want pocket money, you'll have to get from uncle" what the heck is this supposed to mean? havn't i told you that you should be the one who settles my pocket money, simply because you're the one who made me study this course? and about father migrating, doesn't that mean that he would be pushing his responsibility of paying my school fees and hence leaving me in a huge lump sum of debt to pay? can somebody remind him about the agreement we had? - as long as i have a place to study in poly, he'll pay all my school fees.
liars, that's what they are. they say one thing and they do another. they never mean what they say. ever.
don't worry, i'll see how i can survive with this. don't worry, just leave. go as far as you can and never come back. leave as soon as you can while i can still take it cuz once you leave, i'll never want to see you again - needless to say acknowledge you.
spare me your excuses.
i love you like i always do.6:03 PM.
