Monday, October 11
pressure has a hit on me, but i think i'll pass..
update on my rs : i spent the whole night crying for that piece of shit that cheated on me. though we weren't officially together cuz of the small tiffs and useless tugs, he claimed that he loved me, and too, i had feelings for him too. on the other hand, whenever he said he had to "report" to his mother, he was busy contacting another girl. too bad i was stupid enough to wait for him, cried and trusted him. my bad.
update on my family probs : if my dad really wants to migrate, i'll just take it as he's going on a holiday. if i knew he'd be so heartbroken about my mother remarry-ing, i swear i'd screw it up. all i can do now is hope i passed all my results and do well for the upcoming semester. i'm already prepared to nerd my ass to fire!! RWARR!!
update on my emotions : been kinda stressed lately.. met up with sot plug buddy, peiyi, huixian, donald, azz, weijie, james.. well, what more could i ask for? those who were available had been there for me already. i'm a happy girl with them around~ mwarks!! hahas.. still, there are many faces i wanna see, hearts i wanna hear. even if you can't be there for me, let me be there for you ok? just ring me up anytime, any day.. i'll listen as much as i can. mark my words.
each day i wonder what my heart looks like, how it's feeling.. but because of the strong waves that keeps hitting on me, i can't even hear it wail.. please be strong. i need you..
update on my rs : i spent the whole night crying for that piece of shit that cheated on me. though we weren't officially together cuz of the small tiffs and useless tugs, he claimed that he loved me, and too, i had feelings for him too. on the other hand, whenever he said he had to "report" to his mother, he was busy contacting another girl. too bad i was stupid enough to wait for him, cried and trusted him. my bad.
update on my family probs : if my dad really wants to migrate, i'll just take it as he's going on a holiday. if i knew he'd be so heartbroken about my mother remarry-ing, i swear i'd screw it up. all i can do now is hope i passed all my results and do well for the upcoming semester. i'm already prepared to nerd my ass to fire!! RWARR!!
update on my emotions : been kinda stressed lately.. met up with sot plug buddy, peiyi, huixian, donald, azz, weijie, james.. well, what more could i ask for? those who were available had been there for me already. i'm a happy girl with them around~ mwarks!! hahas.. still, there are many faces i wanna see, hearts i wanna hear. even if you can't be there for me, let me be there for you ok? just ring me up anytime, any day.. i'll listen as much as i can. mark my words.
each day i wonder what my heart looks like, how it's feeling.. but because of the strong waves that keeps hitting on me, i can't even hear it wail.. please be strong. i need you..
i love you like i always do.4:56 PM.
