Sunday, October 17
le ciel interdit
[heaven forbids]
spent the whole night thinking about the previous night. not funny.
anyway, not gonna go in depth to it.
so.. saturday..saturday..
i ignored azz's call and texts the whole day ever since the moment he called donald "duck"..
i met up with buddy.c to smk (sibeh buay paiseh de buddy.. make me wait 30mins under his blk.. tsk!)
caught detective dee with gf.b (she insisted on the treat so.. NEXT ONE'S ON ME!!)
i finished my first pack tis evening..
not much of a feeling already..
cuz of everything that's been burning on me there and then..
it's like as if i was a young bird there trying to fly but because heaven forbids,
i hurt my wing by the branch of a tree.. only to learn how to get by the time feeling empty.
i'm numb now..
disappointed towards a friend's act to spill the beans just because he's not the beans.
confused and sad about the hope that couldn't get to my father above..
life, is just so full of everything.
[heaven forbids]
spent the whole night thinking about the previous night. not funny.
anyway, not gonna go in depth to it.
so.. saturday..saturday..
i ignored azz's call and texts the whole day ever since the moment he called donald "duck"..
i met up with buddy.c to smk (sibeh buay paiseh de buddy.. make me wait 30mins under his blk.. tsk!)
caught detective dee with gf.b (she insisted on the treat so.. NEXT ONE'S ON ME!!)
i finished my first pack tis evening..
not much of a feeling already..
cuz of everything that's been burning on me there and then..
it's like as if i was a young bird there trying to fly but because heaven forbids,
i hurt my wing by the branch of a tree.. only to learn how to get by the time feeling empty.
i'm numb now..
disappointed towards a friend's act to spill the beans just because he's not the beans.
confused and sad about the hope that couldn't get to my father above..
life, is just so full of everything.
i love you like i always do.3:59 AM.
