Friday, October 1
i wonder if you know how i feel..
i wanna be that woman you cuddle with in the living room, enjoying the tv show with and then sleeping together with, instead of the girl you dance with at the club..
i wanna be the one you text the moment you wake up, and the one you call to chat till you fall asleep, not forgetting the goodnight kisses.
but i don't quite know what couples our age do cuz the kind of relationship i've been having, was more of the "be good and stay home" kinda relationship.
i don't quite know what kind of relationship you expect to have with me, a club-whenever-you're-free or stay-home-tv-and-cuddle together type. i yearn for the latter because that's something i feel warmth from.. not the other..
i have a feeling you wanna have fun because the life in there sucks big time..
pls.. forgive me for being so insecure.. i feel so afraid of my feelings right now i can hardly be myself.. i wanna give you my all, but on the other hand, each time my mind is empty and i can't stop thinking if you've got someone else, i just feel so stupid i don't wanna do this anymore..
i don't feel that great now.. no confidence no nothing.. i feel absolutely useless and ugly..
how do i trust when i think so lowly of myself?
:(
i wanna be that woman you cuddle with in the living room, enjoying the tv show with and then sleeping together with, instead of the girl you dance with at the club..
i wanna be the one you text the moment you wake up, and the one you call to chat till you fall asleep, not forgetting the goodnight kisses.
but i don't quite know what couples our age do cuz the kind of relationship i've been having, was more of the "be good and stay home" kinda relationship.
i don't quite know what kind of relationship you expect to have with me, a club-whenever-you're-free or stay-home-tv-and-cuddle together type. i yearn for the latter because that's something i feel warmth from.. not the other..
i have a feeling you wanna have fun because the life in there sucks big time..
pls.. forgive me for being so insecure.. i feel so afraid of my feelings right now i can hardly be myself.. i wanna give you my all, but on the other hand, each time my mind is empty and i can't stop thinking if you've got someone else, i just feel so stupid i don't wanna do this anymore..
i don't feel that great now.. no confidence no nothing.. i feel absolutely useless and ugly..
how do i trust when i think so lowly of myself?
:(
i love you like i always do.5:55 PM.
