Sunday, September 12
the most vulnerable night.
during the day, i've already felt this coming.. the heavy heart and drained mind.. somehow all of this just haunts me again. i have no desire of becoming like this, neither did i ask for it.. i've already been on my guards, but just one bit of confusion is all it takes to blow my mind.
gonna talk lesser tonight.. edit again tomorrow..
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i've gotta give some kinda answer tonight, again. kinda sickening but then again, it's my responsibility i guess.. what i'm born to do. i hope i settle down soon.. so i don't have to go thru all these anymore. it sucks. but then again, different people have different plans.. but what is strongly believe is that if you really want me, you'll include me in your plan.
it's not about how you say it, but how you wanna do it.
during the day, i've already felt this coming.. the heavy heart and drained mind.. somehow all of this just haunts me again. i have no desire of becoming like this, neither did i ask for it.. i've already been on my guards, but just one bit of confusion is all it takes to blow my mind.
gonna talk lesser tonight.. edit again tomorrow..
edit------------------------------------------------------
i've gotta give some kinda answer tonight, again. kinda sickening but then again, it's my responsibility i guess.. what i'm born to do. i hope i settle down soon.. so i don't have to go thru all these anymore. it sucks. but then again, different people have different plans.. but what is strongly believe is that if you really want me, you'll include me in your plan.
it's not about how you say it, but how you wanna do it.
i love you like i always do.1:29 AM.
