Tuesday, August 24
the penetrating pressure.
i had this weird encounter last night when i was dozing on and off from 2200 to 2300. it was alright till i doze off at about 0020. i felt this pressure entering from the far right side of my bed, and slowly nearing my right shin. the pressure then came closer to my body from the above, and starting trying pressing on me. initially, i only suspected that it could be the weather but when i couldn't move, couldn't shout, i realize what it was. i tried closing my eyes shut to psycho myself that it's just my imagination but the pressure came so close onto me, it starting forcing into me.
at this point of time, i could hardly breathe. so i tried calling for my mother, squeaking for attention and even trying to dial my mum's number.. yet, nothing worked. i started to feel angry about the amulet not being able to keep this stupid thing away, and angry that i couldn't move at all. then i just went "tsk" and just closed my eyes and thought about all the hatred.. soon after, not knowing why, all of it went away.
that night, was the 15th of 7th month.
i had this weird encounter last night when i was dozing on and off from 2200 to 2300. it was alright till i doze off at about 0020. i felt this pressure entering from the far right side of my bed, and slowly nearing my right shin. the pressure then came closer to my body from the above, and starting trying pressing on me. initially, i only suspected that it could be the weather but when i couldn't move, couldn't shout, i realize what it was. i tried closing my eyes shut to psycho myself that it's just my imagination but the pressure came so close onto me, it starting forcing into me.
at this point of time, i could hardly breathe. so i tried calling for my mother, squeaking for attention and even trying to dial my mum's number.. yet, nothing worked. i started to feel angry about the amulet not being able to keep this stupid thing away, and angry that i couldn't move at all. then i just went "tsk" and just closed my eyes and thought about all the hatred.. soon after, not knowing why, all of it went away.
that night, was the 15th of 7th month.
i love you like i always do.3:53 PM.
