lost.
i can't believe he actually had her picture on his msn, her name on his pm.
i can't believe the things he did outta his love for me, how gracious he was to me even when i didn't deserved it, and how hurt he was when i did things just because i don't believe he's true.
i can't believe i lost my faith in relationships, lost my faith in guys, lost my will to settle down.
still, i will give you my blessings, i will advise you i'm not the kind of girl you would love to fall in love with, yet you shouldn't take my trust for granted.
i love you like i always do.8:20 PM.