Thursday, August 12
it's been days since i last updated.
On Monday i had display technology module, and as usual, it was about the television. only difference was.. i don't see him smile that often anymore, he doesn't talk to me or look me in the eye anymore, i fear and keep worry about what might happen, yet i miss him even from that few meters apart.
Tuesday was a rushy day for Wednesday, then Wednesday was a FYP Presentation day, Thursday was a drawing day which i didn't prepare any sketches or drawings for the final piece that we would be asked to do.
true enough, we havn't been walking to skol together since last friday. and realistic enough, he hasn't worn the black hoodie since then. i finally got the courage to call him today, but he simply rejected my call and asked me not to disturb him. saying i disturb him when he's sleeping, and when he's watchin movie, say i should hence not message or call him.
i havn't had any replies or calls from him since last week, and now, it's so dead real.
i lost my mood to draw for today's assignment, because there's still no table and i couldn't find one, i feel too hurt about losing him and quarrelling with my mother about what i could get.
seriously, nothing nice has happened since i moved here, from woodlands to teckwhye. i miss my friends, the plaground, the atmosphere, the love, and you..
does it really makes you happy not having me even as a friend?
i love you like i always do.10:35 PM.
